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Wow this thing is dusty!!! Things are going good at this beginning of the year. Work is cool, the wife and kiddo are cool, the dogs and cats are cool, hmmm, lets hope it stays this way, because usually its too good to be true! Sitting here at work, getting ready for a potluck, everyone brought some cool dishes, and I am starving. Hmmm, lets see...man does the WWE suck big ones or what? I cannot even sit thru an episode of Raw or Smackdown without changing the channel, TNA is way better than WWE, and Sting debuts for them this weekend!!! whoohoo! Well the food is getting laid out and I am ready to chow!
My best friends today are Johnny Cash, Zombina and the Skeletones and Cancerslug.

I wish I owned my own company so I could tell some people, "You're fired!". My job is pretty cool, but some of the people I sit near are complete idiots and try to bully you because they have been here for ages. Its funny when you don't let them bully you and call them out on their own bullshit and they act like little babies and can't believe someone called them out on their own crap. Its funny how fuckers can't take a professional "fuck you!" in a mature and completely professional manner. Its even better, when the rest of the office supports you and has your back. My best friends today are Cancerslug, Dale Watson, Misfits and DMX.

Wow this thing has been sitting here collecting major dust! Things are going pretty good here. The married life is good, it has its ups and downs, as expected, but overall good. I finally have a job that is cool and actually fun to do and the people, overall, are nice. Its been pouring rain all day today due to Hurricane Emily. Back to the married life, its definitely good, my wife is super cool and we get along great, but the only bad thing about it all is the...IN-LAWS! Man her family is right out of Jerry Springer, con man brother, racist dad, alcoholic step mom, flaky WT step sisters, evil aunts looking to use and stab you in the back when ever possible. Other than that, things are peachy. My best friends today are Samhain, The Bronx, The Damned and The Muthafukkin' Geto Boys!

yup..i did it...i proposed to Lee last night and she accepted. We are planning to get married sometime next year, no date set, but we love each other so much, we decided to take the next step. i did the romantic dinner at home thing and then gave her the ring, and i also proposed to her 8yr old daughter to be as good as a dad as i possibly can. she accepted too! i am on cloud 9. its been a great day.

R.I.P. Road Warrior Hawk

what a dark day. I spent many a lonely night listening to Johnny Cash. Rest in Peace, Johnny.

uggggggggh, why do i even bother with everything anymore?

R.I.P. , thanks for the memories.

Well, it looks like we are buying a house this weekend, 3 bedroom, 2 bath, 2 car garage, huge backyard and pool! i cant wait to move in and covert the garage into a playroom all for me, yes i am greedy, lol. I cant wait to move out of the house we are renting right now, since Lee and I got into an altercation with the landlord's bitchass wife over the weekend. Good thing we are close with the landlord's aunt, who co-owns the house, she says that ever since Ruben, the co-landlord, got married 3 months ago, she has caused alot of problems for him and his family, they all hate her, she has been sucking him dry of his money and wanted him to get a copy of his mom's will to see how much more he can get! crazy chick! well she wanted us to give her the rent directly to her for the next two months and we told her we only give it to ruben's aunt since ruben "forgets" to tell his aunt we pay rent, so she went off on us, in front of the kiddo, and was just ugly. We told the kiddo to go inside and I let the fat, "i only wear looney toons t-shirts, like taz or tweety bird, that i bought at walmart" skank have it. Ruben got all scared and that night he called to let us know that now she is making him move back to Louisiana with her and her family. Whats funny is that he is gay, and only married her so he could have kids, what a joke. anyways, enough rambling. Turbonegro rules the world!

"sittin' here, nuthin' to do, sittin' here, thinkin' only of you..." - the ramones, just being bored watching our new kitty play. he's a cool 2 month old black cat, named noche, which means night in spanish, its funny, we have a black lab/pit bull mix, and she's afraid of the little kitty. our pug wants to play with it, but the kitty spits at it, as far as our silver persian, he just sits and looks jealous.
we are looking for a house to buy, its some hard stuff! yesterday the girl and i celebrated our 1st anniversary officially together. lets see how it goes for round two. shes all excited house hunting, i think moving and all that stuff is for the birds. i just wanna watch my wrestling, listen to my music and drink my beer on the weekend, i wanna be homer. lol. actually i am excited about looking for a house or possibly buying the house we are in right now, oh the bliss of domestication!
ok, i am gonna give the wwe on last chance tonight when raw comes on, but man, their program has really gone down the tubes big time in the past year, its like watching wcw in its last months. they just need to get hhh and nash out of the main event, hhh as the champ is way old and knowing he is just gonna put over his friends, if that even, is just lame to watch, i used to like watching hhh wrestle, but he is just too big muscle wise, so now he is a slow buffoon. the only good thing about him is ric flair at his side, whoooo! i would much rather see them quit the brand extension and mix every body up, and poor rvd, the guy should be champ, they shouldve never fired justin credible and they shouldve packaged him with lance storm to form the impact players, but instead we got billy and chuck, or 3 minute warning or the n-W-slow. i have been watching stuff like mlw, czw, roh, xpw and as much japanese wrestling as i can, the lucha libre on sunday afternoons on galavision and even jeff jarrett's nwa-tna crap, and they all blow away what the wwe is right now. its a shame all those guys from wcw and ecw that they couldve done stuff with and vince just flushed it. oh well watch me say in a year how much of a genius vince is and how awesome wwe has gotten, lol. anyways, im a just a wrestling geek. if you know whats good for ya go listen to turbonegro's new classic scandanavian leather, it friggin rules!

just sucks...its funny how she can dish shit out, but when you feed it back to her, she cant take it. dont know how much more of it i can take.

Man, what is up with the WWE lately? They just suck.

a week and half ago, i plan to have my friends come over yesterday to watch some ECW dvds i got for xmas, i told my girlfriend way in advance, she says everything is cool. this past friday, her dad says that he is taking the kiddo for the weekend to go to his stepgranddaughter's b-day party, and that he is bringing her back saturday night, everything is cool. My girlfriend and I have a wonderful friday night alone, we go out to eat to a very nice vegetarian restaurant(that she really likes and i am not vegetarian, mind you), then we go out to get ice cream, come home and have a very intimate evening. On Saturday, we wake up to more intense intimacy, spend the morning kissing, lying around, cuddling, etc, etc...We decide to go to the movies and see Gangs of New York, after that we go shopping for music, then we come home, lazy around together and have more intense intimate moments...we then decide to watch XXX with Vin Diesel, which sucked hardcore, and we retire for the night, all cuddling, and kissing ourselves to sleep, Sunday morning comes along, its pouring, she asks me if my friends are still coming over, I told her I would call and check due to the weather, I call them, they are still coming over, I tell her, and she flips out! She tells me that her daughter is away for the weekend and I decide to spend a few hours with my friends, instead of her. She goes on to yell at me that she would cancel on her friends, I tell her that she never, NEVER, hangs out with her friends, she tells me she blows them off because she would rather spend time with me, and I should do the same, I tell her that is selfish and that I hardly ever talk to any of my friends anymore because of her, and if i do spend time with my friends it is like every other month or so, she then says that from now on, she is gonna make plans with her friends whenever she wants to, shes gonna go shopping whenever she wants to, and if i have plans, then its too bad if she already does and storms off to go pick up her daughter, before all of that, i was preparing her lunch and i asked what she wanted for dinner and she said she didnt know if she would be home or not, and then she tore into me with the above mentioned. I told her it was fine for her to go out and do things, she got mad and took off. She knew all along that my friends were planning on coming over, we even talked about it the day before and she said everything was cool, she got home and took her kid with her to go get dinner, didnt even invite me, then all night she didnt say a word to me, she woke up, took her kid to school and went to work, without a goodbye. I saw her for lunch, I said hi, she said hi and that was it, then she said that her work wanted her to work late and if I could pick up her daughter for her...Now I have pretty much given up spending my free time with any of my friends for almost 9 months, all my free time is devoted to her, I cant tell her enough how much she means to me and how much i love her, and she pulls this stuff on me, this isnt the only time, she tells me that she wants a prince to come sweep her off of her feet and take care of her so she never has to worry about anything and she gets upset that I am not that way...Now what did I do wrong?

Just watched FMW's DVD of ECW's invasion of Japan's FMW wrestling promotion. Very very good! I really miss watching Sabu wrestle, its sad that he never has gotten a big run in the big leagues , his short stint in WCW and ECW's first invasion of the WWF in 1997, were forgettable, but wouldnt you like to see Sabu do a run in during a current RVD vs HHH match and oblitterate HHH? Anyways, blah blah blah, nothing that new on the homefront, the little girl's tonsilectomy went well and she returns to school today, as does my girlfriend, she goes back to work after a week and a half hiatus while Ellen recouperates. Poor girls. I'm here at work, on the internet, when I am not supposed to be, but this job is boring, so who cares. My best friends today are Black Flag, David Allen Coe and Son of Sam. Whoooooooooo!

Man, it has been ages since I have used this! Let's see...I am currently living with my Girlfriend, Lee and her little girl Ellen. Marriage is a very very strong possibility now. It's cool that my family likes her and vice versa. It's cool picking up her kid up from daycare when I can, I feel like "all dad" and stuff. i dont know, i never wouldve imagined i would be in this position a year ago. I love it, and I love Lee...and she dont mind my music or my rasslin!!! You gotta love that! I never knew I would be so sappy. Es la Vida, right? Man how horrible is the WWE right now? Its like watching WCW in its dying days. I miss ECW!!! I dont get online as much as I would like, I need to get my cable modem up and running again, hopefully soon! My best friends today were, Hatebreed, Antiseen, The Bruisers and Hank III. RVD! RVD! RVD!

Hulkamania just sucks and if you like Hulk Hogan, go fuck off and die. Anyways, just had to get that out of the way. The girl I am seeing told me that all she thinks about all day is me and doesnt ever want me to leave her at the end of the day. She introduced me to her dad yesterday and he said, "You have no idea what you got yourself into with her." Wonderful... My friends today were,Toilet Boys, Fu Manchu, Black Sabbath, Balzac and the muddahfuggin Dwarves RVD! RVD! RVD! I miss ECW :(

Man, this thing is just collectin' dust...I think I should write in here more often, since my mind has been running a hundred miles an hour lately. Women... There's a girl I know that told me "I'm pushing myself away from you because I like you too much...and it scares me." Wow, a girl really really likes me, so she doesnt want me around. Romance and I just do not get along. My best friends today were Nick Cave, the Misfits, Zeke, Johnny Cash and Antiseen.

Man, have i really procrastinated with this thing. Well...no work...no money...no women...a few months shy of turning 30, man I am on the winning track! Actually it feels pretty good to be a bum, but it is starting to get boring. I am gonna do some heavy duty job searching this week, just so I dont feel like a total loser. I need to work on sleeping like a normal human being...going to bed at 7am and waking up at 2-4 pm just isnt cutting the mustard. Anyways...nothing really new to talk about, same ol' same ol'. Go visit this if you know whats good for ya.

Feel like ass today, woke up sneezing and coughing and couldnt breathe out of my nose. Allergies are kicking my ass today. So I called in and stayed home today. I had a dream about an ex-fiancee of mine, so I've been all mopey and kinda sad all morning. I dont think I have ever been in love since her. And that was a lonnnnnng time ago. It's funny, her and I almost had a kid together, but she lost the baby. I wouldve had a 9 yr old lil son or daughter. I guess it was for the best that we didnt. I guess I should stop being all mopey and reflective about all of that. It isnt gonna do anything but waste my time. I saw my ex, Jeanne, this weekend. Her brother won 81 million dollars earlier this year, lucky bastard! Needless to say, shes a millionaire now. She took me around town Saturday in her new Corvette. I was jealous! Good thing her and I remain friends. She's a cool gal, I'm glad I saw her. Well, nothing really to talk about unless I start babbling again, so I guess I should leave. Ric Flair on Raw tonight! whooooooooo! well, waiting for the chinese food to get here! Do yourself a favor put some denim on and go listen toTurbonegro!

Well, It's pouring outside, man I wish I was at home, in bed, watching TV and away from work. Work is really driving me nuts. It's so unfulfilling. I think it's time to rob a bank. It amazes me how many people are out there that have families, yet dont have any common sense whatsoever, they cant handle their finances, they have kids, yet are only concerned on material things for themselves. Makes you want to grab a bat and start swinging away, Al Capone style. This young woman at work 10 years my junior wants me...normally I would jump right on it, but something inside says noooooo. Hmmmmm, evil always beats out good in my book ;-) Anyways...I suck at the whole girl thing, so I'm not looking foward to much. Man, I wish I was Ric Flair. Whoooooooooooooo! LOL, oh well, listening to Son of Sam right now at my desk, I wonder if the supervisor close to me is annoyed yet.